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hello world
I am in NYC now. Crazy being here on the east coast again. I always figured I would end up here again, just had no clue that it would come so soon after school. I like the east coast. I find it exciting, the people nicer, and the weather more..... interesting. Coming out here reminds me of when i first left for the navy some 8 years ago now ( Read more... ) -
dreams
I think i have been watching to many strange TV shows on Netflex because my dreams were.... interesting, intense, kinda on the nightmare side but mostly just stressful, and the type of dreams that I will spend some time thinking about afterward ( Read more... ) -
what am i working for anyways?
Getting my MBA was hard, exhausting and exciting all rolled up into one. Now that I have it, find myself totally without direction, horribly insecure about my intelligence and ability to perform professionally, and 100% misrable at my current job ( Read more... ) -
going to san diego
i am going down to visit my sister and my mom for a week. i am not sure what to expect ( Read more... ) -
holy crap!
I have a friend that is married now!
/faint
man, i love that boy. It was so dammed good to see him. it makes my heart hurt cause there we were this weekend, dan and kirin and I. i miss those funny, sad, great, crazy times. -
wee!
It's amazing how much of my memories are attacked (it's funny cause i was re-reading this and I wrote attacked rather than attached. I am gonna leave it cause it amuses me) to specific places. Living in LA while trying to heal I never realized it. I was around all the places that I had been raped all of the time. From the house my mom lived ( Read more... ) -
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party time
Been thinking lately to have a party, a party to celibate the fact that it is 2007 and for like.. 4-5 years I have not had an incident of rape occur in my life. How fucking awesome is that ( Read more... ) -
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i was just poking around at my old Isurvived journal. amazing. LOL. feels like a different person. i can feel the anger on the pages. its hidden and not really there, and kinda directed at friends. i guess it is easy to get angry at them than the person who raped you ( Read more... ) -
wow. it has been a LONG ass time...
kirin has moved up here to go to mills. i am glad for it. not just cause i get to see her more *wink* but because i know what moving up here and getting away from family, getting away from joel, getting away from all that SHIT did for me. i know what being in this awesome enviorment did for me. gosh it was a breath of fresh air. for me it ( Read more... )