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[my_daddy]

i do not blame anyone but myself for the hardships i suffer. i realize that everyone is their own person and no one owes any part of their lives to another. i rely too heavily on the comfort of others. i want everyone to know that i dont blame you for not always providing me with that comfort, i know it is not your fault. i also want to thank

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[mentryarson]

i'll be your valentines, man.
Shanee and i talked about not celebrating this. it was always controversial in this house. it's a time of year i especially hate, going back to my childhood. so, sadly we decided not to celebrate. it's wack anyway. it should never make anyone feel neglected. and you know you're always in good company, no matter where you are.

[nanet_petatucci]

thank you for that. valentine's day is over-rated. but why oh why have i spent all this time and effort in making heart shaped cookies for co-workers! :( the holidays always get me.

[mentryarson]

i was always suspicious about kids in my class in elementary school who beat my ass and made fun of me for being poor giving me valentines day cards. huh? cards that said "be mine" and hearts all over? i remember throwing them all out at the end of the day. the same went for other holidays. always be suspicious of big bright hearts and false showings of affection.
of big expensive weddings...of big diamond rings...the bigger the gesture, the smaller the affection.

[squirtlle]

oh man..haha
i used to really take all that in
that was my day to pretend that the really cute boy in the class actually likes me
the really popular girl thinks im dateable??!
i knew it was false, but i would pretend otherwise

[mentryarson]

it helped me to understand how to better detest people. it worked.