This journal makes me feel trapped. I have a new one.

Today I ventured out into the world that happens to exist outside of my office, and I found my feet were bringing me to this little shop that no one but old people know about. Inside, my eyes noticed this interesting piece of ceramic or glass maybe. “Is this what I think it is” I asked myself. A stein it was, I saw a beer mug. So with what little ( Read more... )

KRISTY MY EMAIL COMPANION I NEED YOU TO REPLY LIKE I NEED ROSEANNE TO HUMBLE MY UNEASE.

I made you an email account: jesusatemypanties@gmail.com Call me when you get this so I can tell you the password through telepathy.

A secret message awaits inside.

I just sent my first package/letter to my friend, Samantha. She's a loser and decided to attend college in California. Since I'm so nice, I included my favorite office snack...postage paid by the office. :) But, I have to pay $.85 for the goody. On the small brown envelope, I put eye stickers on it and let the mail lady know that it can see her ( Read more... )

1. Kristy, I got a new black sexy coffee maker that is just yearning for you to use it ( Read more... )

I'm not going to college for Fall quarter. My mother doesn't want to give up her dream of owning a daycare so I have to stay home to watch the kids while she finds a job. Of course she doesn't know this yet, but I'm going to write my letter to the school and send it off today, which tells them how I'm not going to be there.

I'd find a second job ( Read more... )

Summer is drowning in its last days. In the beginning of it, I didn't know I was going to hold onto lonesome like an old teddy bear. My heart was broken...for the better. I had my first taste of college and maybe the upcoming quarter will bless me with a friend and motivation. At the end of summer, my high school sweetheart and I found our way into ( Read more... )

So why do I keep an online journal? Why do I dedicate time away from my day to sit down in an uncomfortable chair and repeatedly hit buttons on a keyboard?

I guess I do it to write out all my thoughts as they're forming...to find out if something is wrong. It's the pill to rest my shaky thoughts; a place of forumlation.

Sometimes I write out ( Read more... )

On my lunch break, I went to the local thrift store, and lo and behold! A sale they did have, some items I did fancy. I got Anne Rice's Interview with the Vampire and The Vampire Lestat! The latter one I borrowed from the library for three months and could never finish reading it. I gave it back because I felt guilty and silly having it for so long ( Read more... )

So, there’s a chance that my mother’s boyfriend walked out on us, but he doesn’t have the balls to finish the job. He’s hanging on by a thin thread. I haven’t seen him in two months, he doesn’t answer my calls, and the last time I saw him, I gave him $200…I wonder what he did with that. My mother said he was home a couple weeks ago, and every time ( Read more... )