so yeah, anyone who knows my i_am_a_trend_killer yahoo name.... if you have been trying to talk to me on that name well first of all I don't use it anymore, and second of all in case you haven't noticed (but i have).... someone hacked into my account and replaced all my pictures with random pornographic pictures from some porn site or something. ( Read more... )

Somethings have been on my mind lately and I can't seem to shake them. Stuff really bothers me about some people but every attempt I make to address or confront that stuff always concludes with the same repeating guitar riff. You know, the dull note of feeling like they're listening but when you wake up the next day after talking about it, it's all ( Read more... )

when you look at me what do you see?

I still think about it every day, not just every day but every hour. The moment I heard those words, the one time I actually regretted being a fuck up, well at least the first time. To this day I can't get it out of my head, and I don't think I ever will. I say I live without regrets, but I do regret, I regret these thoughts trapped in me for what ( Read more... )

woo hoo!!! my 6 day stretch of work and closing like every night is almost over! just one more night and then CELEBRRATING STU'S BIRTHDAT!!!!!!

Hate is baggage and nothing more than that, so why can't I shake it? I dropped my book bag so easily, compared to this that seemed feather-weight. Here I am talking constantly about revolution, evolution, learning, creating your own power not stealing it... yet the very thing that drives me will one day kill me as it tears me apart piece by piece. ( Read more... )

how can you act like I don't exist just because you've found somebody, so maybe I am taking it alot harsher than everyone else... maybe I am over-reacting but after 2 months I figured you'd miss me maybe a tincy tiny bit at least. Maybe you'd try to make plans with me, hang out once or twice a month but here we are, you are right there home only 25 ( Read more... )

Every time I look into your eyes all I can think about is how fucking shit ass ( Read more... )

this was actually a conversation w/ stu but on Bitch's screen name.... I hope anyone who cares to read it take it seriously and with fullest meaning ( Read more... )

in the heart of the land of creation. grows a threat which cannot be healed ( Read more... )