It seems pretty impossible to stay friends with someone who's in love with you, or who's in love with the HAPPY BUBBLY Lovey side of you and not the side that happens to be showing at present, which is the sad and depressed trying to get through shit and eventually be happy again side of you. Because if a Friend can't love all of you, or at least ( Read more... )

is it just me, or is a lot of crazy shit been happening lately ( Read more... )

I always thought it would be fun to go as Xev from Lexx and let my dorkiness run rampant ( Read more... )

Well, amidst my constant mental and emotional fluctuations, not to mention Internet and computer fluctuations, I am trying to get back on my feet. I'm only like $300 away from getting a new Mac Book , new printer with accessories and some motivation thereof to get my writing back into shape, mostly for the poetry end of getting my stuff organized ( Read more... )

Invisible, I ( Read more... )

What Be Your Nerd Type?
Your Result: Literature Nerd

Does sitting by a nice cozy fire, with a cup of hot tea/chocolate, and a book you can read for hours even when your eyes grow red and dry and you look sort of scary sitting there with your insomniac appearance? Then you fit this category perfectly! You love the power of the written word and it's ( Read more... )

Ok, I'm doing research for a new Laptop Computer ( Read more... )

My soul has longed for this music ( Read more... )

You are not here
and I am Empty
I am Not there
And you are Missing something
You and I
Apart
Torn
Sad and Longing
Wanting, Wishing, Waiting
This droll repeatative writing
tears, crying inside because I cannot cry out
except Bursts out of no where
every week
Missing you
Missing me
Every Fuckin Minute

Bored ( Read more... )