fuck her. i hate her. alot. or just a lil bit. i dont know. im confused. so... someone tell me... if it hurts to talk to someone is it easier to not talk to them at all and miss them ALOT, or talk to them and not miss them at all just be really hurt all the time? i dont know.
hm so wuts up bitches. i never update anymore and i doubt anyone reads this anyway. so I AM SO BROKEN HEARTED, except when she calls then i am happy. and oh so fuckin pathetic my friends. but its ok at least i know im pathetic. summer is a bitch when u dont have a girl to fuck. or bitches to run to. sooo...i duno wut im gonna do.
no more school. no more christina. maybe. she called yesterday i was super happy. she hadnt talked to me in 3 days. im such a loser. oh well. i dunno. im gonna go, everyone go here..