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[my_hidden_scar]

I'm bleeding

And I'm heartless



I hope.

So I won't lie.

I cheated on our New Years theory

I felt the need to prove it wrong.

I wanted to find a resolution that I wouldn't fail at.

So I made some-easy ones-keepable ones.

But cheers to the hot tub crew....you were right

It's inevitable that New Years resolutions fail.

So here I sit

On the ninth day of the New Year

And I broke the three resolutions already.

1) Wearing my seatbelt all the time. I don't know how i got into the habit of not, but that broke first.

2) Making irrational decisions that I knew would have painful consequences-emotional or physical. Broke that one at about 4:00 today

3) Smoking.  Easy one I thought.  I had it down to smoking like once every 3 months.  Broke that one at about 4:15.

I'm a psycho.

Let the world know it.