Well I am having a rather good day as of right now. My whole day was completly perfect. I got up and went jogging. After I was done with that Danielle called me. We talked for a bit and I took her out for dinner. We went to Hoss's. God I love spending time with her,she makes me feel absolutly amazing.Well this is more like it. These are the type of ( Read more... )

Sometimes when I am alone I feel like the whole world just crashed down on me. As I reflect on my life, I feel like most of the stuff I have tried to do is in vain. Over the years I have spent most of my time in misery and self loathing. When I look around I feel im a failure. Rarly am I happy, only when Im around Danielle do I feel happy.Honestly ( Read more... )

Well as of right now my day has been a total fucken waste. All that I did all day that was positive was talk to Danielle other than that all that has happened to me all day was me getting yelled at and bothered. I ended up getting up this morning at like 10, my face was swelled up so i took some of my anti-swelling shit. I spent the next few hours ( Read more... )

Well its been awhile since I posted last, and guess what?!? This time im not going to bitch in any sort of way about anything, well atleast im gonna try not to. Well my day started off really slow.I got up at like 9 and said fuck it im going back to bed. I went to bed and got up at like 12, one more fuck it and 2 hours later I got up. I played with ( Read more... )

Well I have not updated in like 2 weeks so this might be a good time to do it. Nothing really has changed since I last posted, except my dad fucked me out of starting college in the fall and my broken tooth started to hurt again.It seems like no matter how hard I try on things its no use, i always ended up getting shafted. Its one big snowball ( Read more... )

Well, THe warped tour was really fun, I got to see DKM finally after about 5 years of trying it finally happened. The day started out slow but once things got into motion it was non stop madness. The first band we got to see was Senses Fail. THey were pretty good. THen we wandered around for a bit to get a drink which may i add is 4 fucken dollors ( Read more... )

I don't feel like updating with a real post, so i find myself just doing it with a song i like ( Read more... )

You sometimes when I get up in the morning I dont know if I can face another day,cause shits been so fucken hard for so fucken long, it dont seem like shits ever gonna change,sometimes it seems like shit aint doing nothing but getting worse,sometimes when I look in the mirror I really despise what I see, cause pride, strenth, honor, love, and life ( Read more... )

Well all in all today was a pretty good day thus far(still got about 6 hours of light to burn). This morning I talked to Jay and he said he was thinking about going down to the range to fire off some rounds. I told him I would meet him down there if he was going down. I got my SKS out and loaded up so clips and headed off to the range. God I love ( Read more... )

I need a fucken hug :-(