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[my_last_affair]

I couldn't type when I got home-- I was crying so hard. But I wrote this out in my dairy, and now (that I've calmed down a bit) I thought I'd post it here. I love you guys.

Oh God why does it hurt?? He's so wonderful, so kind, so loving... he would never want to hurt me. 
I made him. He said, "No, no, we'll stop" but I told him to keep going. 
I'm not

Comments

[xjustadumblonde]

OMG, hunnie!
What's wrong?
Did he force you to do something you didn't wanna do?
You shouldn't feel ashamed. Not even a little bit. You did nothing wrong.

[my_last_affair]

darling darling darling i don't know. god i wish i could collect my thoughts

[mangolemonade]

aww sweetie. I hope you feel better soon and that this doesn't plague you for long.

*hugs*

<3

[obsetress]

I do stuff like that all the time, crying really hard and writing something out on paper then updating.

And I wish I could offer you advice, but unfortunately I can't. You have my love, though :)

[goldenlockets]

*hug*

I still don't know how to take sex seriously.

[skinnidip]