WE BEAT CHATSWORTH!!!!!!!!!!!! Scoooore!!!!! We whooped them, AND in my 800 I ran a 3.03!!! I beat my pr by 8 seconds!!! I am sooo happy!!!! It seems to balance out my misfortune with my angry Dad. (btw, he read my last entry and got really pissed off. grrrr ( Read more... )

haven't typed in my lj in a while. I must say, much has gone on in my life since i last posted. I wo't fill you in tho, because i don't feel like it. I am going to sadie Hawkins dance tonight. yay! i actually asked a guy . I can'tbelieve it, that is so out of character for me. oh well. i should go get ready. i gotta pee.

SO when I am content, and happy, I am happy. But when someone pisses me off. I am like my Dad. Of course, eventually I forgive, but for a while, I am a resentful, evil bitch ( Read more... )

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As if by magic-- I feel truly happy. Jesus is my true savior. All depression I once had, and bad thoughts I used to suffer from are gone now. And I have the Lord to thank for that. I feel as if through him I have the strength and wisdom far exceeding that of those around me. Including my mother. Out of no where I suddenly know what to do and ( Read more... )

GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!! I really really dont like you!!!!!!!!!! Everything I have ever thought of myself as good at, or pride myself in you come along and are better than me. being funny-ur funnnier-being dramatic-your do it better, I prided myself in being tall and skinny, your taller AND skinnier. I prided myself in being smart, and here you ( Read more... )

my Dad is having quadruple bipass sugerery tommorrow. I am glad. This way he can finally heal, and feel better. For three years my Dad has been suffereing from heart problems, and we've finally found out why. 3 Major arteries are blocked. I pray that the surgery goes successfully. Two months from now, who knows? My Dad might be able to run ( Read more... )

Yeah, I am home, and I skipped 2 days of school, so I go back tommorrow. Oy vey, back to the same ole routine of usualness. Today was good though. WHy? Because it was my first interview with Richard Maddox, the EEP director. Why can Doug Kaback be like Richard? Mr. Maddox is a kind, funny, genuinely caring person who you can tell leads a very ( Read more... )

55 hours!!!!!!!!!!! YESS!! My own bed, hot showers! Good food! School (bleh), Stress...but whatever, hopefully the buddhist-ness I have added to my judeo-christian beliefs reduces that stress. lol. Night!

Which for me is bad considering I usually feel really good. I am in a self esteem slump-- feeling like an ugly heffer. I know, I know, I am not fat. I could be alot heavier. But I just feel it. Can't help it ( Read more... )