gahh

[my_lolly_pop]

christmas is almost here, and im probably the most depressed ive ever been in my life. the people i care most about in my life dont even care about me. i hate it. i hate school, it sucks, and its hard. i hate life. i hate a lot, lately and thats not good. i miss my mom. soo much. but i dont let myself show that bcuz i guess im scared? idk its like

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[thisretrochick]

hey love it must be so tough to deal with half the things you've ever gone through and i think you're amazing. I think only by Hod are you able to get up in the mornings feeling as bad as you may and still put on a smile each day for everyone around you and you don'thave to fake when youre happy. Everyone has dealt with bad stuff in their lives and the only way it gets better even if it can never change is by being with people you love the most. Maybe right now the people you feel you love the most don't care..is really a reason for you to see and love other people to be able to see that other people want to love you just as much as others did. I know i've been dealing with a whole lot of stuff right now and it helps not having to fake it..just being able to be myself and seeing people love me for it. ms. mcintosh you are so loved..i know i love you with all my heart really. you are an amazing person and will always be in my prayers
love melissa

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[my_lolly_pop]

i love you melissa. thank you so much. imissyouu

love

[thisretrochick]

hey love it must be so tough to deal with half the things you've ever gone through and i think you're amazing. I think only by God* are you able to get up in the mornings feeling as bad as you may and still put on a smile each day for everyone around you and you don'thave to fake when youre happy. Everyone has dealt with bad stuff in their lives and the only way it gets better even if it can never change is by being with people you love the most. Maybe right now the people you feel you love the most don't care..is really a reason for you to see and love other people to be able to see that other people want to love you just as much as others did. I know i've been dealing with a whole lot of stuff right now and it helps not having to fake it..just being able to be myself and seeing people love me for it. ms. mcintosh you are so loved..i know i love you with all my heart really. you are an amazing person and will always be in my prayers
love melissa

[ozoner]

:( i wish i could help, but that was two days ago, and now its friday and u get ur vaca...
i hope evrytihngs alright, im here 4 u
lyl
- owen :)

[my_lolly_pop]

thanks owen. i loooove you. lets hang out over vaca ? okay. good..
<3