what if i forgot how to be a girlfriend?

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people annoy me.

and so does the freaking ending of harrypotter.
wtf. it upset me much. uuuuugggghhhhh

why do i feel the worst on the days i have fun??
it makes no sense.
i feel sad the days that i have reasons to be happy.
something is wrong with that picture. haha.

hmm.

i like a boy that doesnt like me. siiiiiiick

i spent all night passed out in my bathroom throwing up.

ew.

i'm turning into exactly what I didnt want to be.
i reall dont liek this.
but i suppose.... something is better than nothing...
i hate what i am doing to myself.
i need to stop.

kiss.

i want somebody to love and love me back.

the end.

i've been really happy today and yesterday.
iiiii like itttttt
sighs.
i havent really just been in a great mood in so long.
like i cant even remember when i wasnt thinking about bad things.
but i was really happy.
i could get used to this.
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♥

Just so you know:
there will always be someone better than you
Face it.
I have.
Its life.
Too bad I dont want to live it anymore.

i dont even think i have friends anymore.
oh well, i try.
my own best friend isnt even around anymore.