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Apr 07, 2005 00:00


lately iv been thinking of killing myself. its not a new topic in my life. iv always known i was gonna die young. im 16 right now. anyway iv been feeling this way because i dont think i'll ever be really happy in my life, no one loves me. besides my family, other then them no one. i dont think anyone will actually love me. just a feeling.

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anonymous April 24 2005, 19:28:10 UTC
You're in high school. Nobody in high school gives a flying fuck about anybody else. The majority of high schoolers are extremely selfish and think the world should revolve around them, and them alone.

Trust me. I've been there, done that, and it's SO not worth it. Don't even bother giving them the time of day because you will only get backstabbed. Life outside of high school is WAY different. It's as different as night and day. I'm 21 now and I don't even recognize myself now, from myself in high school.

What you also don't realize, is that most high schoolers are just as insecure as you are. Most of them are just real good at putting on happy faces. You're better than those fake bubble gum bimbos. Trust me. Don't sweat it.

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remarque__ July 19 2005, 00:06:41 UTC
totally agree with Anon, it's not worth it, at least not yet. i've also been there sooo many times after gaining weight or feeling lonely and depressed. but it WILL get better, it always does, no matter how impossible it seems.
i feel awful and fat right now (again), but after thinking about ending my life for 7 years on and of, i finally see the light in the end of the tunnel.
good luck :)

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