it wasn't ever meant for tears...

[my_mutiny001]

I feel so sick.
Sick of everything.
I'm sick of drama.
I'm sick of my parents yelling at me.
I'm sick of school.
I'm so sick of people talking about me behind my back.

*sighs*

I want to get away from this place.

I buried myself alive on the inside
So I could shut you out
And let you go away for a long time

Comments

[sitcom_queen]

I'm so sorry baby. : (
that makes me feel all sad inside.
jee thanks for making me feel all bad inside! Jeez!
lol just kiding. And if i catch anyone saying something about you behind you back, I'll KILL THEM! ^_^

[my_mutiny001]

I'm sorry I made you feel bad inside :(
But when you call me baby that makes me feel warm and fuzzy inside ;)
Love you!

[greendayluver59]

Michelle its going to be ok hopefully the whole thing will be better and everybody will be friends again.......? :) :(
I hope so.
I'm tired of drama too i mean why cant everything be perfect like happy happy joy joy movies? I mean come on.
I get in fights w/ my mom too....alot i should say. But every household is not perfect. And you know what? I LOVE YOU SO FUCKIN MUCH. I cannot tell you how much i love you and things WILL get better. Ask your mom if you can come to walmart w/ me to get my earspierced and you can hang out at my house ok? I just want you to be happy. :)
And when your sad i'm sad. But dont feel bad i want to be sad for you. MMk?
MMk.
BYEEEE! I LOVE YOU.

[juiceboxz]

Hey Michelle. Im sorry u feel that way! I feel like that alot too. Life's hard and sometimes life just sucks. Everything will get better ok. I love you! (that is the first time i have ever spelled i luv u out!) If u ever need me let me know! and if I ever catch ANYONE (even a really good friend or a stranger) I swear I'll hurt 'em!

I LOVE YOU MICHELLE!

[my_mutiny001]

Thank you so much! Its good to know that people have my back...♥

[my_mutiny001]

I am tired of drama too. My eyes are wearing from tears :( I wish everythin was happy happy joy joy. But then whats the twist in life eh? lol Seriously I do wish things were happy and joyish. Everyone household is not perfect. Definately not mine. Hell we're never home anyways. I'm spending my christmas at the restaurant casue my parents are being morons and they're going to open it on christmas. That just makes me sad cause christmas is suppsoed to be a time for family, and for home, and shit and my christmas will be at the restaurant. Goddamn. Oh well. I dotn think i ever really had a childhood where i was really a kid anyways. I dont want to make you sad cause i'm sad.
I love you too!

just read

[_raindancer_]

Ok I'm not gonna say anything here. just read my live journal... and just in case you don't

I'm sorry

Re: just read

[my_mutiny001]

I'm sorry for anything that made you have to say sorry.
I love you.

[beadork08]

This makes me sad.
Cause I know exactly how you feel.
I'm pretty sure someone has talked behind my back cause of this Scott thing...
I think I know who it is too..
And I'm still aggravated/annoyed/depressed by it.
I don't want you to feel this way.
Cause if your feeling how I'm feeling then you just want to run away, not have to talk to anyone except those you choose, and not have to see anyone besides those you want.
I love you and I hope you feel better.

[my_mutiny001]

Yeah if only i had the balls to run away, and stay away
:D
I'm glad I have someone that can relate too.
I love you and you always have someone when you are feeling down.

[sweety_platipus]

i hate it when people talk about me behind your back, and i dont think people should talk about you either, or call you perfect, or whatever, because your not. no one is, and you dont deserve to be treated this way, if i can do anything to make it better fo you, tell me love. i HATE drama, its everywhere!! its like going to take over this place! my mom and me and my dad at me fight all the time. its not even CLOSE to funny how much they blame me for something thats not my fault. they treat me like a dog, and my dad just screams and cusses and does everything possible that he can, to make me feel unloved. because i do really feel unloved by my parents, and it makes me all sad and cold inside

[my_mutiny001]

jesse that is so beautiful.
I am so glad I have friends like you that can relate to me. I hate drama too. So I would do anything to avoid it. Really jesse your words made me so happy I love you so much!!