The title of this entry is based off of a direct quote from Bobo to me, spoken on Friday night ( Read more... )

There is a lot of nothing spinning around in my head. I'd like to start talking, but I've no idea where to begin. Some absolutely crazy things emotions have been stirred up lately. I feel like I've been working like a dog, (oh wait, I have been)but falling short of true success. My drive for some things is rapidly slipping into a giant pit of ( Read more... )

I promise, I am not a freak, or much of one. The title refers to Cupid. Anyhoo. This week marks the one-year annevesary of Papa dying, among other things. However, this is not as sad a time as it was a year ago. --Thankfully. I realize that the love of my friends and family is what counts, not the love of a sex partner (;^)).. however much ( Read more... )

I'm not really sure what led me to open this "Update Page." I really should be working on one or both of my two term papers. Or my debate assignment. Or the other homework assigned to me. But lethargy has once again taken mind and body captive and I am a hostage to procrastination ( Read more... )

Don't mind the heading to this entry. While that's how I feel once in awhile lately, it's just something to get over. Moving on... A song that we sing almost every year in our Spivey Christmas concerts starts off ( Read more... )

This past week has brought the good, the bad, and the ugly knocking on my door. If I could describe my state of confusion in some aspects of my life, then they wouldn't be nearly as enigmatic as they really are. I just sometimes wonder whether or not I like this whole "growing up" thing. On the one hand, I have my car (3months, 30 days), riding ( Read more... )

This Thanksgiving my mom, dad, and I travelled down to my anut's house in Amelia Island, FLorida to close on our land down there and to celebrate the holiday. The week has, so far, gone pretty well; there were no last-minute cooking erros, nobody got drunk enough to fall in the pool and I managed not to wreck my aunt's BMW z4 convertible. However ( Read more... )

So a recent problem I have while riding is rythm and distance. Right as I approach the jump, I'll get into 2-point (as I'm uspposed to) but then, if the distance seems too long or even too good to be true, I'll pull back which forces my horse to make an extra stride and jump short. It is as though I hang on to that last stride, try to squeese all ( Read more... )

HOLY CRAP TODAY ROCKS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

YOUR FRIENDSHIP MADE MY DAY

SO DID SINATRA

I HAVENT DANCED LIKE THIS IN SO LONG

I ALSO LIKE THESE CAPS

LIFE, I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!

The groups I chill with, which are supposedly "open-minded" and "nonjudgemental," lately seem very selectively permeable. To begin with, we have those who are generally known as "the wall group." They are the big thinkers, the ones seated above the immaturity of their lower peers. Typically, they are the epitome of apathy and care not about who ( Read more... )