sometimes despite the moist gusts of solitude despite the long cracked fire trail of faded tastless memories (which don't seem to belong to me any more) and despite the tangles I can't seem to smooth, and hands that just don't come clean any longer I find that sometimes I can still be taken by surprise and find myself
there is little that can describe the feeling when releif is realized. washing through my belly like cold water my head is swimming now the high is good.