a tad depressed

[my_only_xone]

ok. i dont' kno wut just happend. but this , scarlett from my skool. she somehow knows about me cutting myself and all that.....and she's spreading it all over the skool...she doesn't kno anything about it...she thinks all this stuff and is spreading it all over....and has no reason too. just goes to show u how much of a preppy s are

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Its your fault.

[rose_of_sorrow]

You should'nt have cut in thr first place now should you? As I was told by a very good person if your really wanna die the veins are right their just slit and its all over.But whats the sense in running away?

Re: Its your fault.

[my_only_xone]

ok. first of all. obviosly u don't know wut its like in the first place. cutting was a release for me. but i won't go there...i have no idea wut u mean about the running away stuff tho...and second...i realize it was a mistake. but i cant go bak now can i?...i REALLY appreciate ur understanding on this....next time if ur gonna act like a bithc....don't even post.

Re: Its your fault.

[rose_of_sorrow]

Dont you ever fuckin say I dont know what its like you dont know shit! I wasnt being a bitch I was being truthful if you look at it in a way i was helping. And think about it, it'll get to you. Next time I wont say anything, deal?

Re: Its your fault.

[my_only_xone]

ok. seriously, i wasn't insulting u. i'm just saying... i kno it was an effing mistake...i don't need ppl ridiculing me about it. and no...u weren't helping.... it already happened...its not like u were stopping ne thing

The point.

[rose_of_sorrow]

The point was to make you relize how much you hurt people when you cut. Do you know how much your freinds must worry when then read "I sliced up my arm today hoping to die" or some patheic shit like that? You have people who care about you and im absouloutely sure they dont want you causeing yourself pain.I've seen people nearly at tears for that sole reason. If you relize this you might stop so you dont hurt people anymore. The purpose of the comment was so maybe if you got all that you'd stop. You obviosly didnt get it. I wasnt trying to go back and stop it I was trying to keep you from doing it again. Just because you dont get what I say does'nt mean you can call me a bitch when in fact I was trying to help you. Dont overassume just think about it. And im sorry if YOU took it the wrong way, Thats the way I am.

Re: The point.

[my_only_xone]

ok...i think we have a misunderstanding... i don't cut nemore...it was last year...and they didn't know till the end pretty much... so yea...i get wut u mean...but i don't do it ne more

Re: The point.

[my_only_xone]

and rachel? its been ike 5 months. im in therapy and counseling...i dont need u telling me about the ppl that care about me cuz u don't kno them...and wut u just sed lets in on how inexperianced u r. wen ur the person doing that.... it doesn't seem pathetic. just cuz i did it b4.... doesn't mean i'm pathetic..... so y don't u actually learn the whole thing b4 u make accusations and assume things.

Re: The point.

[rose_of_sorrow]

Mmk..jus makin sure..

No more blood needs to be spilt when you have people who care..no more pain needs to be felt either..and ..I DONT WANT YOU TO CUT EITHER!!! lol kk well sorry if you got offended or sumtin ..