i want one thing i wanted to come through
ah, to come true
i want power in my words
i want passion in my eyes
and when i wake up
i want life to be a surprise

last Friday Chris took me to Speed World for Crash-O-Rama. It was fucking sweet! I've never been to a demolition derby before. They had all kindsa races with trailers and boats and shit. They also ran a figure eight bus race! and we got to see a bus flip it was pretty wild. It was really fucking cold out that night but we had beer and hot chocolate ( Read more... )

the other day i let my boss know that after this month is over i wont be working there anymore. i have to start packing for the trip and cleaning the house to be shown for new renters.. it seems like no one really thinks we will actually leave on this trip. people at work think we will be back in a month. Ha! back to orlando? no sir. we will be ( Read more... )

i cant wait to get on the road ( Read more... )

my mini sunflower finally opened up and said
( 'hello world' )

So last weekend Dan came to town. And we were of course wasted the whole time. His just has a way about him that gets you to get fucking wasted. The first night he was here we went over to Amanda Whites apartment and drank a little before going downtown with her and her friend (maybe b/f) Nate. We all got in his station wagon caddy and went ( Read more... )

i just ::sigh:: am so upset that Billy Mays died this morning...
i was in the kitchen when i heard it on the news and ran into the living room.
i am honestly more upset about Billy Mays than Micheal Jackson.
he was so funny. watching that show so so much fun.

Last night was the first night i spent alone in over 2 years.
It pretty much sucks not waking up with Chris by my side.
At least i had Bella to try and take his place next to me.
I hate sleeping alone...

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