you know what, i was going to just completly vent but you know, i'm not gonig to.

not like you'd read it anyways.

mhmm german guys make me weak. :)

--watchin a dvd with this really really hot ass fuckin german guy on it. ::moans:: jesus hes hot.

bobby is soo much better though. XD!!

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I GOT A PUPPY!! Her name is Sadie, my mom named her of course. I wanted to name her Precious but you know, my mom didn't like it. but she is soo cute, unfortionatly she was abused & left at the local lake but my mom & i went to go save her. shes sick & it's really sad. she's beautiful.i'm gunna take care of her ( Read more... )

so spring break was a total drag. I swear there really is no point to spring break if you don't have a life. Pointless time spent doing absolutly nothing at all. Boring to the max. But whatever. It's saturday & school is soon so i guess back to the real social hour. Mhmm, but what else can I really say. Um, theres nothing big going on in my life- ( Read more... )

yea so yesterday was me and bobbys 4th month. i'm soo happy. i think, honestly, i don't know how i feel. everything is getting all fucked up and its falling apart in front of my eyes and its comfusing me. i don't know whats real and whats a false illusion anymore. i need to think..okay fuck it. i'm happy anf the shit thats going around is not ( Read more... )

Time has gone by slow these days. Tomorrow is bob & my 4 month. I'm surprised really b/c I never make it past 2, if I even make it that far. But whatever, I mean I'm oh soo very happy but shit just keeps getting smacked in my face and is like ' Hey, Pick me instead!'. I know it's all going to end up in bullshit so I don't even bother with it. I ( Read more... )

buurr omg!it is so cold out right now. it snowed last night. its horrible. it's not suppost to snow out here. it'ssuppost to be warm and sunny!! oh whatever. so for the past like 3 dasy when bobert and me have been on the phone we have fallen asleep. i woke up this morning at like 3:10 or so and was like. i dont remember hanging up with bobby uh, ( Read more... )

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i miss my boyfriend. ♥ and i miss my marylee ♥

thats all i have to say.

::love::

i'm sitting here thinking about my future. my future with bobby, school, my friends, everything. i guess its harder to focus on one thing when there is always something else pushing in the way. i guess the feelings in my life right now concist of only bobby and my friends. school to me has lost any importance and i know that i need it but i hate ( Read more... )