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[my_own_sky]

I have been smoking way too much lately, I believe I am at around a pack and a half to 2 packs a day right now. I do not know why I am smoking so much, pretty much started around the time my Mother passed away. I guess I am still not used to her being gone, I wish she was around right now so I can talk to her about my life and recieve her advice

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[goddesslori]

Hope you have fun at your party tonight hon :) *hugs*

[anonymous]

Hey it April. Things will work out for you hun. and you know if you need someone to talk to about anything at all at any time at all even at 5 am. i am here for you ok. well ill see you at you party. luv ya babe.

[_palebeauty_]

Your mom is ALWAYS with you no matter what. Her soul is always beside you, even though you may not feel her presence of being around. I know how you feel on you're not used to her being around yet, it'll take a long while. It took me a long time to get used to my grandpa from my dad's side not being around when he died. I'm glad you've been having fun and meeting people aside from that. You've been in my thoughts and prayers! **hugs**

[my_own_sky]

Thank you, I can not wait for you to move here, you seem really cool, and Gainesville will be good for you

[texasknight]

I smoke too much too. But at least I am down to about half a pack to a pack a day! YEA ME! :D Things will work out, you'll get used to ma being gone, it'll take time...blah blah blah. Look dude. You know everything that anybody could possibly say, and you already believe, and agree with it all. This was just the mandatory/ obligatory responces to such things being vented. You know I'm here, You know I will help with what I can. You know I will give you a size 11 EEE Kiwi injection if you go too far with this whole pain thing, or drugs or smoking, or anything. Later man.