dieting sucks.

today/yesterday (haven't slept yet) iii hung out with my dearest hannah, took a bunch of pictures. then camwhored some. and also like, 3-4 pictures from chillin with ally and dara a little while ago =)

( ALERT: picture OVERLOAD. (42) )

it's so surreal to reflect on how you saw things as a child, and how much you just admired. i'd listen to my mother as she combed her hair, and i'd hear the sound it made, the sound i now know as string upon string breaking in the bristles. a sound of age. i was jealous of that sound, and couldn't wait until mine did the same. i used to love how, ( Read more... )

i <3 spanish cinema

spanish as in spain. not whiterustyvanpointandwhistle mexican.
and i swear it's not for the fact that spanish guys are insanely hot

geez i must just have like a differentnationality fetish or something.

::edit:: fantastic planet looking for some awkward emotions to arise along with in depth thoughts on human nature ( Read more... )

things are only dramatic when you make them that way
- everything can be handled. the more you hate a restriction, the more reason to keep it in place.

a difference in opinion doesn't have to be a negative thing

there are so many different angles, lights, and spectrums to look at a situation/thought/etc. explore them.
-the same sentence can ( Read more... )

life has it's funny ways of being secretly simple. you think there's more to find, more to dig for, and you bury yourself in some hole of new perception, just to find that up above ground, everything was already fine. we look so hard for change and conspiracy, we force ourselves to travel this warped circle of rebellion just to realize there's ( Read more... )

Ode to Summer: for the reproduction of these crazy, crazy nights.

::edit:: i'm putting that up in my profile. screw this "SUMMER '05 BABY!" bullshit. the year is insignifigant. why would you want to acknowledge that somethings only happening once? no, summer is summer. summer happens every year. and yeah, i'm giving it a fucking ODE.

( scene from a dream )

ah, life is good good. with the exception of some penis-bearer frustrations ( Read more... )

it's funny how, all the meaningless updates seem to be the ones people comment the most on. but then i'll write out something that takes some effort and intelligence, and it's like- no response. kind of like the discovery channel vs. mtv ( Read more... )