I give up....

[my_sacrifice11]

Life, lately, hasn't been so swell. Which is why, I suppose I haven't updated lately. Life scares me. Soon, one by one, I will be losing my friends to their new lives and I stay here and am stuck in my old one. Up until last night, I wasn't so worried. Because I had Joe. He had become, not only my boyfriend, but my best friend. I had trusted

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[always_a_gamer]

Awww i'm so sorry to hear that. I'm here if you need someone to talk to

[verbalfonders]

and no one does know what's going to happen. such is life. this entry probably doesn't apply to me, but Kt you have no idea how scared I am, too. You're the first one to go out in to the world to make something of yourself just like I'm the only one in my family who is actually going to not screw up my oppurtunity to make something of myself. Both of us have a lot of pressure to either set the example or to change it. KT, you are definitely number one of my top 10 friends. You mean the most to me out of all of my friends. I haven't exactly shown you that myself lately, either. I dunno, I guess you just seem like you always so busy, I don't want to interrupt anything. Frankly, I'm scared of your family. That all I've done to you can still never be forgiven. I'm sorry. When it all come down to it, though, we're all scared of all this change. If someone is really your friend, they'll understand what you're going through. I'd love to call you sometime. I'm pretty booked up for this week, but can you possibly give me a rain check for

[my_sacrifice11]

Thanks Russell. I really needed to hear that. You have always been, and will always be, one of my best friends. It just sucks that we haven't had the chance to hang out as much as I would have liked to this summer. I'm just glad that you aren't going away for school. Trust me, there has been so many times when I drove past your house and just wanted to stop in on a whim or just give you a call, but I just thought that it might be weird or maybe you wouldn't WANT me just stopping in or something. Really, you don't need to be scared of my family. I actually talked to my parents about you the other day, oddly enough, and they think you're a really nice guy. My mom thinks that we will end up being forever friends-always there for eachother, no matter where we end up. She thinks that you generally mean well and that we were both still young and immature when we were together. So don't be afraid of them. Quite frankly, right now, I think they like you more than they like Joe, after the other night's fiasco. So yeah, I will leave

[noelson]

call me whenever you wanna talk or do somethin 573-1827. its always on and near me.

peace

[in_my_dreams05]

aww Katie...I'm so sorry about all that. I've had such a crazy trouble filled summer that I havent had time to call you (or anyone else) otherwise I would have. You're an awesome person and if Joe can't realize that then he doesn't deserve you at all. Hopefully everything works out between you two. and I hope that you get a chance to make amends and say goodbye to all your friends before they leave. oh and by the way MIPA was soooo much fun. We met all these cute guys and it was grand. well better go, lyl..Rebecca