My heart is heavy. My eyes are full. My chest wants to cave in. Music will not be the same to me. Playing guitar will not be the same to me. Ever again. I can't believe Dime is gone. All the great music that could have been written, the genius that he had inside him, gone. We'll never hear what could have been. We'll never know just how ( Read more... )

So really, all I do is work. Monday wasn't bad, got off around 3. Even though we had to go to Nags Head. Which is a 2 hour ride. So that's pretty cool. Tuesday was the worst ever. Worked for 18 hours. 7am to 1am. That is a long time. Lots of driving. Lots of work. Worked 8 to 9 today. I don't even really mind all the hours. Because I' ( Read more... )

I really don't have much to write about. I work a lot. Yesterday, I was on the clock for exactly 14 hours. That sucked. A lot of ass. I got a cell phone monday. About damn time. It's nice to be able to have things that I want. I'm really tired. But, not sleepy. I feel like smokin a whole lot of weed, and playin ps2. I dunno if I'll get ( Read more... )

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Lonely. I can feel it coming. I've been feeling more alone lately. A few days ago. I'm not sure what's goin on with me. My life isn't bad. Things have been going great. I just feel like I need someone. I'm tired of feeling unwanted. Me and Tim are gonna hang out saturday. Haven't seen the guy in a while. It'll be good to hang with him. ( Read more... )

Saturday. Woke up around 9 I think, took a shower and went to the bank. After that I proceeded to get my haircut. Came home, got some food, got my shit together and headed up to Richmond. Got to Jon's around, I dunno what time, and started chillin. Good times as always. Sat around and chit chatted most of the time. Got like way to stoned. ( Read more... )

I was forgotten. I'm sad. For some reason, it just hurts. I said I was mad, I said I was pissed off. But I didn't say I was hurt. I don't even know why it matters so much. I think I might still kinda be in shock. I almost died yesterday. I mean fuck. I don't know man. The shit hurt. Maybe I just try to hard. Or maybe I'm just too much ( Read more... )