smashing pumpkins-zero ( Read more... )

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if anyone cares, be worried. worrying shows you care. if you care that means i am still here

i am so incredibly miserable for about a million reasons. i am fucking sick (i finally went to the doctor this morning and got meds) i am in serious self-hatred mode at the moment because i just got senior pics back and i am really unhappy with my body. and to make everything a little more interesting i have never felt more alone, or abandoned in ( Read more... )

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i was wearing really loose pj pants around the house last night cuz my mom doesn't know about my tattoo and i slept in them and when i woke up i found my pants had dried to part of my tattoo. ouch.i pooured water over it in attemps to make the ripping process easier but it hurt like a mother nonetheless and my pants have the color of the tattoo, ( Read more... )

"i only think of you, it's breaking my heart, try to keep it together but i'm fallin apart ( Read more... )

my birthday was arugably one of the worst days of my life

can't you see you are hurting me
i can't watch you destroy yourself
i WON'T let you
please stop
if you love me
stop hurting me

STOP DOING DRUGS. I HATE IT. GRRRR!!!!!!!!!!