New Plan(s), I Guess...

[my_soul_onpaper]

It's been a shitty past few days for a lot of reasons; are you ready?  Yuck well if you know me you know my mother has been a thorn in my side for as long as I can remember, especially since we came to GA.  She just causes all kinds of problems and just doesn't give a shit how all of it affects others.  So I'm here with her and now that I am I

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[night177]

What happened with you moving in with Julian? I haven't been on livejournal in like a month...I thought you've been gone a lot longer...anyways...didn't you just say in another post that you wanted to try something different. If you plan on coming back in October than everything has been a waste for you. You should come up with something else.

I don't want your life to self-destruct. Before you do *anything*...(regarding ANYTHING with your life) take a little time to think about it...maybe a few minutes and ask yourself if it's the best thing for you. and not to sound like a jerk but try to have a little more respect for yourself.

-Presley

[blookie]

Dear Lord, as much as I don't want your mom back with your family, even more I want you two to be apart. She needs to go away soon.
At least the duplex thing is paid for until October.
When you say plane ticket home, you mean plane ticket to maybe visit for Christmas, and not plane ticket for something else right? Please don't give up! Get your mom outta there and go on with what you meant to! Please!

[my_soul_onpaper]

Thank you so much for you votes of confidence. I don't want to give up but its always all these family obligations that keep me tied down. I know it's not fair to me but I feel I have to help. I am trying to change that. I have tried over and over again to help her and get her better just to realize that she has to decide for herself to quit and if she doesn't want to for the right reasons it's just not going to work. So this time I am just going to try to distance myself (even more) because it's all I can really think of to do.
<3 Jessi