He's dying to get away let the pain of yesterday go slipping through the cracks...

[my_soul_onpaper]

"Red to Black" Fort Minor
I had a friend named Victor
The two of us used to hang every single day
And it seemed like overnight
That his whole life just changed
I know when his mom and dad broke up
It didn't make sense
But i know that his dad was a drunk
And he gambled away the rent

Pretty soon Vic was seeing red
Pissed off and instead
Hed drink

Comments

[blookie]

CRAP.
JESSICA I JUST HAD THIS HUGE COMMENT WRITTEN TO YOU AND WAS ABOUT TO POST IT, AND I ACCIDENTALLY HIT THE THNING ON THE SCHOOL MOUSE THAT MADE THE PAGE GO BACK. FUCK. ;__; I DIDN'T EVEN KNOW THEY DID THAT.
;__; ANYWAY I'M SO GLAD THINGS SEEM TO BE LOOKING UP. I"LL WRITE TO YOU BETTER LATER BECAUSE IT'S TIME FOR MY ITALIAN FINAL NOW. DAMNIT.

And you know what? I'm such a loser that I held down the shift key the whole time I typed that. I did't hit the capslock key. Sorry for the many caps and killing my own comment to you. ♥

[blookie]

PS OH YEAH COWBOY BEBOP FOR THE WIN YEEEAAAAH QUYIT BEING SO AWESOME.

[my_soul_onpaper]

YEA! bitchen. Finally your anime influence has leaked into my psyche. Send me link to similar shows! I just talked to you on the phone, I'm glad you did so well on your finals, I knew you would. What's your most reliable email so I can send you that address?
<3 Jessi

[agunandarose]

outlaw star is the shit n my insperation for makin it the way i do..

if anyone can draw anime hep me out i have a kick ass manga in my head

- the prince of rock n roll

[anonymous]

Hey. I know you may not want to really hear from me, but I got on here that other day when I called and you said you were packing so I wanted to see how you were doing. I still count you as my friend, though maybe I shouldn't. But anyway. I'm glad that you chose to do what you wanted to do, not what someone else chose for you. Ignore the people who are pissed about it, because they aren't in your shoes and they don't know what's best for you. We've had several conversations about you doing what you feel is best for you, and fuck anyone who thinks different, because at the end of the day you're the only one who has to deal with the consequences of your actions. Do what makes you happy, girl. I hope that you've found the home that you were looking for girl, and I wish you the best of luck. Love the tattoo, and the significance thereof. I might check up on you every once in a while just to see how you are, if that's straight with you. As always, be careless girl, and if you can't be good, be good at it.

^.^

[my_soul_onpaper]

I don't know if you'll get this or not but I figured I'd write anyway just in case. I don't mean to be ignoring you I am just busy and stressed out. While I appreciate everyone being so supportive of me and caring enough to read my blog and write me about it I just don't have it in me to tell these sad stories over and over again. But now that things are getting better I am realizing that I need to appreciate my friends who want to keep in touch and make time for them. I still care about you a lot Josh, but I don't want things to be more complicated then they have to be. I want to talk to you but knowing what I felt for you and you felt for me right before I left and the first while I was here, I just don't know what to do about it. I have moved on but I don't know where you are at. It's still possible;e that I will come back to Ga in the foreseeable future and I still want to be friends because we are really compatible. Next time you call I will try to answer, I just work a lot. I want to keep in touch. In retrospect I am

I AM REALLY HAPPY FOR YOU

[anonymous]

HEY JESS, I JUST READ THE WHOLE ENTRY, (WHICH TOOK A WHILE HAHA) AND I REALLY DO UNDERSTAND WHY YOU COULD NOT GO BACK HOME. I AM REALLY GLAD FOR YOU THAT YOU FINNALLY HAVE SOME HAPPINESS IN YOUR LIFE, WITH ALL THE OTHER SHIT THAT HAS HAPPENED TO YOU. NOW YOU UNDERSTAND WHY I HAD TO LEAVE MY HOUSE AND EVERYTHING WHEN I MOVED. I REALLY COULD NOT TAKE ANYMORE OF TRACY, AND ALL THAT STUFF WITH THE DRUGS. I LOVE YOU EMENSELY, AND I NEVER WANT YOU TO STOP THINKING OF ME, YOUR CRAZY AND NUTTY GRAMZ, AND I KNOW THIS IS A FRESH BEGINNING FOR YOU. I LOVE THE TAT, AND I AM GLAD YOU HAVE A GREAT JOB DOING WHAT YOU LOVE. I ONLY WISH THE BEST FOR YOU, AND THAT IS THE TRUTH. PLEASE, ALWAYS KEEP IN TOUCH WITH ME. I WILL TRY AND READ THE JOURNAL MORE OFTEN, AND RESPOND TO YOU

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[getraerucu]

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