Oh no, Oh no, Oh no....Oh no you didn't!

[my_soul_onpaper]

Tee hee, I just heard that song on my zune earlier while I was riding around with Sam, I had forgotten the hilarity.  So, yea on with it then.  I'm trying to get back into the habit of updating more often so here goes.  The last two days have been nothing special, just work, home, out, whatever.  Yesterday I worked most of the day, this was

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haha i just got out of jail for some bullshit and managed to fuck with presleys head it was fun

[agunandarose]

your going to love this I fucked with presleys head so bad i almost got sent to the hole but he really couldnt because i didnt violate any polocies i did tell him i thought it was fucked up how he fucked you up and i also told him i am a nessicery evil you see he is order and harmony the system i am the prince of rock n roll disorder chaos and the complete opposite I told him with out guys like me entertaining people everyday life would suck and be boring and people would not goto bars as often as they do and they would not get as much arrests his paycheck would be cut if i was around he told me after that im one minute away from m pod the hole or solitary confinement I had a big attitude with all of em when I went in there cause I honestly felt I did nothing wrong and was pissed And when I got locked in the same pod with presley it was like merry christmas atlast I get to fuck with the cunt bag who destroyed jessicas beautiful heart God must love me because he put me in that pod for a reason I beleive haha.why i went to jail was

pathetic

[night177]

Where was I during all of this?

From what I remember it seemed like you pretty much avoided me, didn't talk at all. Hmm. you did cry some...maybe that counted. I guess it's a perspective thing.

Re: pathetic

[my_soul_onpaper]

Sorry you had to deal with whatever happened, that's pretty fucked up. I can't believe he would say any of those things.
<3Jessi

Re: pathetic

[agunandarose]

actually i staight up told your ass your job depends on me then you threateneed to send to me to the hole preseley

n i didnt cry at all i straght up slept and laughed most of that shit off like a true wicked clown hahaha

damn presley it gives mes a smiles to my face to knows that you truthfully are a compulsive liar

im tired of your system giving my family hell and i will do whatever it takes to oppose it.. even if its only by musical means... atleast at the end of my day presley white my words have some meaning and truth unlike yours which are all composed of your last name... white lies...

continuation of my letter

[agunandarose]

I just hate it when the system destroys a beautiful person thats why I still write to you to this day To hopefully drive you to push forward and not let them win I always have been and always will be a true anarchist I will always beleive no man has a right to tell any other man what to do unless they are paying him no matter what anyone tells me
- much love n support from the prince of rock n roll

Re: continuation of my letter

[my_soul_onpaper]

Look, I don't know what really happened, I'm getting two different stories, but you don't need to be interfereing wiith my life while I am not even there. I do not need to be defended, no body ruined me in any way. How I am is just how I am and its no one's fault but my own. I don't know if you really gave Presley shit but that's pretty fucked up, we are not together anymore but that doesn't mean I don't care about him and honestly I would say you fucked me up more than he did. How can you have the audacity to say that I am or have been broken by someone. I like who I am and I there is nothing to fix. You leave him alone, he didn't do anything.

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[agunandarose]

i would honestly like to know how i fucked you up more than he did cause im the way i am cause of us.... ive hated every moment that katie shit fucked with my head. at one point i will admit i thought we were abstract and perfect for each other. but with you seeming to go away i felt i had no choice but to let go of you.... thats why i went to anyone who would give me that kind of attention. it hurt to let go of something as good as you but i didnt want to show it n you didnt want to deal with it nor with the irrespoinsibilitys of the fucked up condition i was in at the time. you were leaving no matter how bad i wanted you to stay n make shit change...i had no choice but to move on.... jessica isnt that the honest fuckin truth right there... in one way or another we ruined each other. and i love you because your a beautiful person who shares my same view of the world. but i still to this day wish to god we never ruined each other the way we did. we were like yin and yang. two opposites yet swimming torward the same goal... yet we

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[agunandarose]

as a matter of fact though you told me to get over it and move on i cant stand knowing we both ruined each other in a way we never should have. arie, katie, rizz, brandi and any other girl i happen to mess around with during our little thing would have never happened were me and you the real deal. and it to this day still kills me that you were so sweet to me and i only ended up being a complete ass hole to you in return. really jess thats like my own self destruction right there. I never wanted to hurt you and i deeply am sorry if I did shit was just fucked up n not level with each other i guess... I really do mean it when I say your too beautiful of a person to be an emotional scar... its a lot too little, too late i understand this but when you said i hurt you more than him or anyone else ever did that seriously sent fucking shockwaves through me ands got me all sorts of fucked up right now.

Wow

[anonymous]

Damn. That sounded like a lot of bullshit. I thought people got on here to leave comments about your entries, not to tout themselves as the annoying hardcore kid who goes too far. And if he decides to rant on your page because of that I'm sorry Jess.

But anyway. I completely agree about deadwood. I fucking hated that show. And fafsa can be a bitch. But yea. Hey who sings that song high like planes? It's been coming on the radio a lot but they never say who does it. Hope your ankle gets to feeling better girl. Got to get outa here, I hear alcohol calling my name...lol be careless girl.
Josh

Re: Wow

[agunandarose]

I don't suppose youll ever read this josh but your right.

And i dont claim to be hardcore or anything i was simply expressing my regret and guilt to what i did to her before she left seeing as this is my only means of doing so. Ive had a lot of shit go down this week i guess a small does of reality is all one needs to be truthfully awake. Best of luck to all of you, you won't have to worry about stupid shit like this anymore. I guess apologys are meaningless if you've gone too far.

- the prince of rock n roll pdowd

Hey

[anonymous]

Haven't heard from you in a while! I hope your doing good. I started a blog, let me know what you think.
byes,
Ross

http://www.xanga.com/TheTrueRoss/weblog