For Oneword.

Aniticipating for that call. That one call that will tell me that it's all right. Anticipating for that breakup with Laura... I'm so cruel. Please let me in your heart.

All my friends think I've gotten over him, but I'm not. I want to, but I can't... actually, I don't want to. I made a promise to love you forever. And while you're with her, I still keep that promise.

Help! I need gift ideas for my dad (for Father's Day).

Just a quick update- I lost the Grade Eight Deputy election (NOT a big surprise). Now excuse me while I go cry and obsess on how I always lose. Great. Not only do I lose in contests & elections, but I also lose in love.

I'm thinking about it, and have concluded that I just want to fucking stop hurting. I don't want to think about John anymore. But it's impossible to forget someone you've loved for almost what seems forever. I almost feel like I never want to love again... like I ever will. I love John still, and can't get over him. This little game sucks. I JUST ( Read more... )

And [I] know that I don't matter to you as much.
I know that you have her.
I know that you'll always love her, but not as much as I love you.
I know that you'll never really care that much.
I know I won't love anyone as much as I love you.
I know you [don't] [want] me anymore.
It kills me [to] have this knowledge...
I just don't want to [know ( Read more... )

I'm failing behind in class again. I use to be the top on the class now, I'm just average. I was walking past my teacher's desk and say a piece of paper that said 'honour roll students'... I know I shouldn't have looked, but I was tempted. And I realized my name wasn't on the list. That made me really worried ( Read more... )

I don't know if I believe in love at first sight. Because sometimes, you can't just know by looking at someone. Sometimes, you have to look deeper into the person. Sometimes, people can seem incredibly nice, but are really wicked. Sometimes... I always get tangled up with the wrong people that I'd thought I'd fallen in love with at first sight. Do ( Read more... )

Someone was asking me where I got my LJ icon. I'm really sorry, but I got this icon a long time ago from a site that gave away avatars for Livejournal. If anyone knows the site, please tell me so I can give credit to them! I don't think you had to give credit, oh well. It's nice to do anyway ( Read more... )

It's becoming really hot now. My head hurts and I am once again procrastinating, putting off my homework. I will do it... sometime. I got a 'random thought' diary over here. Go ahead and read it!

My love life is pretty much over... I mean, how can I love another person other than him? I'm not even sure if it was a love life.