Long time, no see. (Prob a good thing...)

[my_times]

I haven’t really posted here in a long while (As Eoin kindly pointed out)and I wasn’t really planning too, but as I sit here in this big empty house, drenched in rain from walking to the bank just a second ago - I just decided to let out some feelings im having at the moment. Nothing major, nothing even particularly new. Just some stuff I have in

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[sponge_chris_85]

:( i know you've been feeling like this for a while and i hate it, i feel so powerless i want to be able to make you feel better but i dont know how. All i can say is that i love you and you know that. Im not gonna leave you, even if you get bitter etc. Im not as confident as i seem most of the time its my secre weapon... alcohol. god now i sound like an alcoholic.
Im sorry about NFA i was an ass, i feel terrible about it.
There isnt alot more for me to say.
Love you always xxxxxxxxx

[jarvista88]

Hey Luke, thanks for the add. Well, I just read this and I feel like I understand you more now. Obviously. Hope you didn't mind me reading it...it feels like I'm intruding! This LJ thing is so weird. lol

I have to confess after Sandhurst I thought you didn't like me which worried me a bit, but now I understand. And I feel really guilty for thinking that now. I felt a bit intimidated at that weekend as well, as the people I did know there I had only really met once. So you're not the only dude! I'm sure it's something that you'll conquer over time, and it probably isn't as bad as you think.

But we all have our strengths...and I know I don't really know you that well, but I can tell you're a great guy, I mean Isie and Chris love you to pieces so why wouldn't you be? And like Eoin said, you're really funny too! So have some faith in yourself Luke, and I'm glad you feel better.

[my_times]

INTRUDER!!!! GET OUT, GET OUT, GET OUT!!!!!!!!
Lol.

Glad you now know i dont hate you ;) - chris and (i think) isie kept telling me at Sandhurst that you were annoying Lol!! Until they realised they were wrong and you werent lol! (i didnt believe them for a second of course).

Thanklies for the comment :)
And welcome to the he thoughts of lukas :P

[jarvista88]

MINGE-TEASIN BASTARDS! I'm so gonna have to slap them for that! Ooh it were like Big Brother house!

I suppose it's not there fault...I often come across annoying at first. *Sigh* I used to think it was part of my charm. lol

Thank you, the he thoughts of Lukas are amazing!

[jarvista88]

Oh and I meant to add, now I know that you didn't hate me, and as it turns out it was Chris who hated me when he first met me. *rolleyes*