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SOOOOO
we went to mountain creek today, and it was awesome.
like 10 minutes before it closed we went on the colorado river like 5 times in a row, and at the end we would stop and switch rafts and confuse the hell out of the lifeguards...fun stuff, fun stuff indeed.
i dont think that self esteem is something you can gain on your own. for example, it is much harder to think of yourself as beutiful, if your the only one who thinks so, dont you think? i guess you can do it on your own, im not saying that its impossible. its just easier to have positive thoughts about things with motivation, rather than having only one source of it, that source being the thing that decides if it in fact IS positive, or not.
so, im getting mixed messages, towards my idea of love.
after seeing Under the Tuscan Sun, this was my outlook on love...
-first, you have to be physically attracted to the person. that is what lures you in,, and then, since your attracted to them ,you become interested in getting to know them...
i mean, I have enough knowledge about it, to explain my definition of love, but when it comes to the actual thing, i can never tell whether im actually in love or not, my definition goes blur. from now on, i am going to be careful when it comes to spreading my idea of love for another person, especially to the specific person. the last thing you would want to do, is say the three words, and not mean it...because that leads to hurting someone alot, especially if they actually DID mean it, that is happening to me right now. the phase of regret, nervousness of how they will react when they hear the truth, just basically feeling like complete shit about the whole situation. but you know what? I did the right thing.
we went to mountain creek today, and it was awesome.
like 10 minutes before it closed we went on the colorado river like 5 times in a row, and at the end we would stop and switch rafts and confuse the hell out of the lifeguards...fun stuff, fun stuff indeed.
i dont think that self esteem is something you can gain on your own. for example, it is much harder to think of yourself as beutiful, if your the only one who thinks so, dont you think? i guess you can do it on your own, im not saying that its impossible. its just easier to have positive thoughts about things with motivation, rather than having only one source of it, that source being the thing that decides if it in fact IS positive, or not.
so, im getting mixed messages, towards my idea of love.
after seeing Under the Tuscan Sun, this was my outlook on love...
-first, you have to be physically attracted to the person. that is what lures you in,, and then, since your attracted to them ,you become interested in getting to know them...
i mean, I have enough knowledge about it, to explain my definition of love, but when it comes to the actual thing, i can never tell whether im actually in love or not, my definition goes blur. from now on, i am going to be careful when it comes to spreading my idea of love for another person, especially to the specific person. the last thing you would want to do, is say the three words, and not mean it...because that leads to hurting someone alot, especially if they actually DID mean it, that is happening to me right now. the phase of regret, nervousness of how they will react when they hear the truth, just basically feeling like complete shit about the whole situation. but you know what? I did the right thing.