stole.from.salina.canning.company.
1. i love youu. aghh i love you so much. we've gotten to be best friends this year..again. and its just like we were always this tight. you've helped me through so much and we get in so much trouble together lmao. we have the greatest amounts of fun and i love it. idk what i'd do without you<3.
2. we had a talk not too long ago and we finally figured a lot of stuff out. i DO care sooo so so much about you and idk where i'd be without you. seriously. i love you kiddo<333. [we sound like lovers again! only not so bad. hahaha].
3. we have amazing amounts of fun together. whenever we talk were always laughing somehow. like, we could be the most miserable people and just be like oh shit. i can laugh now. its great and im sooo so so so glad that we met each other. like, a million years ago. we haven't seen each other in a while though and i miss you horribly!! loveyousweetie<3.
4. you drive me crazy. i really wanna kill you most of the time but i don't think i could ever hate you. i dont reall yknow what to say but i wish that i could hate you so you didn't disappoint me so much.
5. i still love you. probably will for like..years. i can't find any way to get over you and i really wish i could. you kind of dont really know i exist anymore and that hurts more than anything to know you want absolutely nothing to do with me. agh. i dont want to go anymore into this. it hurts too bad.
6. you are THEEE sweetest guy on the face of the earth. im gonna miss you so much and it sucks so bad that we just got to know each other not too long ago. im so sorry about everything and im glad we can still talk<3.
7. i swear. i can tell you anything. you alwaysss make me laugh whenever i need it. even when i don't need it. i know i can complain to you and you'll listen. you're the FUNNIEST person ever and im so glad that were this tighhttt. i dont even know what to say. you know, youre pretty smart behind all that hair. but still so amazingly stupidly funny. your my bestestest friend ever haha. my big freakin brother[even though im older=)]. i love youuu!!!
8[two in one]. you guys are the coolest. we just got to hanging out a lot at the end of this year and im so glad we did. you two are the coolest mother truckers ever and idk whyyy we didn't hang out at all before. i love you kids!!
9. you've changed. i dont know what happened. but you've completely changed. i really wish we could still be friends like we used to be, but you just seem to despise me so much. i dont know what happened at all and i wish i did. maybe things will change later on but it doesn't seem like they will. i miss you=/.
10. you seem just too obviously fake to me. i know you hate me, why cant you just say it to my face? oh yeah. big bad jessie. woooo man. i dont know, maybe you just dont wanna get into it, but you dont seem like that kind of person. i really wish we could be straight with each other, but it doesn't seem to work very well. we'll probably just end up never speaking again, but i hate leaving things like that. oh well, probably'll happen like that anyway. have a nice life.
ok, so finally. it was the actual last day of school. im really kind of really actually really sad. haha; if that made sense. but im really going to miss my teachers. especially mr. corsaro. agh, he bailed me out so bad when he really didn't ever have to. hes the funniest guy everrr. and mr. mansour!! what will i do without himm!!!!!! AHHHHH MR. STURTEVANT ILL MISS HIM SO MUCHHHHH!!!!!!!! raawrrr i dont want this year to be over at all. theres no more hanging out with olivia er joeeee er anyone in schooool. i mean, ill see them outta school but it wont be the sameee. OGSLDHGSLDKHGS KELLY. im gonna miss her so bad. hmf=(.
blah, filling out that thing brang me back to some sucky memories. most of all of that is pretty happy or whatever, but the ones that aren't make me wanna scream. aghh, i wish things didn't have to change, ya know? but life's tough as many pepople would say. suck it up jessie. yup. suck it up. that's what ill do. =P.
later