I LOVE MY BABY!!!!!

[my_worst_fears]

God, I am so happy. I am more in love now than I have ever been. This weekend was great. Thank you lauren! I know you forgot your stuff here, but it will be ok, I love you. I hope you had as wonderful of a weekend as I did! I will marry you one day....but I have to wait til your 18 thats the rule....stupid rule....Anyway, Post back....I love you I

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your girlfriend

[anonymous]

I know Lauren, and I know the messed up life you have, I am so glad she has someone like you. Her family is so fucked up. Please be good to her and never let her down. When you do marry her, pamper her everyday and always be stable in her life. She has never had that and she needs it. Please be there for her Please

Re: your girlfriend

[my_worst_fears]

I don't know if this is who I think it is, but if it is I am trying. She won't let me help her. If this is who I think it is, I can't get across to her how much siblings matter, I can't convince her that she needs to not be so stubborn, but I try to no avail.... There is nothing else I can do, but I agree with you, your post here, and your post on her journal.

Re: your girlfriend

[my_worst_fears]

I know this is way outdated, but I needed to talk to whoever it was who left this. I have let her down and in a huge way. There is no way to take back what I did. I stopped showing that I cared, and now I have no way to take it back, I showed her that I am the way I used to be, I can't allow myself to become what hurt her again. I don't know if she will ever take me back. Whoever this is, I LOVE HER....no question. I would give her the world, and more if she needed it. I do want to marry her...and all of that doesn't matter anymore, cause I hurt her. I wish that I could change that. HOW, HOW DO I MAKE IT BETTER....I can't live without her. She is everything to me. WHAT DO I HAVE TO DO?