Gosh.. I can't believe it has been so long. I really wish that I would have kept this journal up. I know that no one reads it and I could write whatever I wanted. I guess I should definitely keep this site up and running.

These colors are only temporary. I will have a better look soon *hopefully*.

I just have to say that I miss all of my friends ( Read more... )

Erm.. So it's been a while. My summer is going to fast. Grease went well. We sold out 2 out of the 4 nights and over sold the 4th night. Haven't been doing much of anything lately.

Finally, summer vacation is here ( Read more... )

I did make chorus. I don't know if I am going to enjoy this play as much as I enjoyed The Wizard of Oz last summer. eh.. oh well ( Read more... )

So I didn't make call backs.. which means I know that I am not going to have a lead part.. probably not any part. Just chorus blah. I guess I am used to it. I have always been in the chorus. I guess that is my place in plays. My mom said it was because I am too fat. She is probably right. She forgot lousy actress and singer to go along with fat.

I ( Read more... )

So I am trying out for Grease teen theatre at the BSA. I really want to be Jan. Though, I know someone is better and will get it over me. Eh well.

School is almost out. That means an entire 2 more years in the hell hole we call the high school.

That's all I have to say.

I often think things will heal themselves quickly. This, however, is not the case. In fact, it takes things a long time to heal. Unfortunately, I like to pick at the scab of things so they take an even longer time to heal. One of these days I will learn ( Read more... )

So I was right. I knew this was going to happen. He broke up with me. The relationship may have been a short one but it was one that I put a lot of me into. I truly believe that I love him. I don't understand why this happened. I just don't understand.

I seem to let this journal slip. I am going to try and write in it more often ( Read more... )

*clears away cobwebs ( Read more... )