don't push me

[myapologies]

i continually have these dreams about the same girl. a girl i wish i could talk to, but i can't manage to swallow my pride enough to even say hello. these dreams are always those ones where she leaves or dies and you wish you could've said you forgive her or whatever. in my dreams, i never forgive her in time, she's always gone just as i'm going to

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[thesecretchord]

i don't get it... what could the dreams be about? do you think it has meaning in your personal life?
hehe.

why don't you talk to her?

[lady_hatheway]

hey there...
occasionally sneak on here to read about your life. I'm sad for ya, bud. :( Hope things get better for ya---
on a random note, you gonna be around the end of this month? I have a marathon in nashvegas that i'm runnign on the 30th... maybe run into you?
PJ

[myapologies]

i'll be here, and i turn 22 on the 24th.