Don't worry, it'll all be okay. ;_;
Aw, my stomach is growling. Yay cereal?
So anyway, I was looking back on some of my old journal entries, including the ones that I made way before making this journal. Hooray for mybestweekever, I don't seem as insane as I did in older journals. Back then I thought I was different from the rest of society. I thought I needed pills or something. I always thought there was something wrong with me. Then I realized that by trying to be 'different' I was the stereotypical whiny tween. I'm so glad I'm not like that anymore. If those journals were actually books I can hold, they would've been either stashed far, far away or thrown into a bonfire.
These days, it's just like fuck the world, I could care less if I'm not suited to your standards and expectations. Even if I did care, you wouldn't see me bawling my eyes out for you. All I would need is a decent internet connection and 20 minutes of privacy for a good hxc rant. That doesn't mean I'm immature, because I do make sense of things in the end. But no one will dominate me. Not if I have anything to say about it. Isn't that what livejournal's all about?
Haha, I remember thinking of livejournal as this big scary downward spiral that's "too popular" and eats its users for breakfast. That was also back in the tween days. It's almost as bad as the next Laguna Beach-with-stereotypical-preteens show on Nickelodeon. --;
Okay, in other non-reminiscent news...I haven't really gone out with my friends yet, even as Spring Break is halfway/more than halfway over. That's really sad. Perhaps that's due to the fact that my TCS friends are just sort of doing their own thing while I got stuck cleaning the house and doing crap at church...and the people I want to go out with have really strict parents who lock their kids in the fucking house! Gaaah wtf why does life ultimately suck during summer days like this? And it's not like the mall is 20 miles away either. I'm not asking for much, just 5 hours for myself. One good day. But of course people don't live up to their word and my mom wouldn't let me take a 5-minute walk to the mall just to hang out anyway. D: Jesus Christ, man. Why?
Oh yeah. That, and I missed Tainted Reality...by an HOUR. Now here we have a head. And over there we have a desk. ...BONK. ;_;
Okay, now we go eat. XD Later days, friends!
EDIT: Ahaha, *scrolls down the page* if I had a penny for every time I said "in other news..." I'd be fucking rich already! Haha!
So anyway, I was looking back on some of my old journal entries, including the ones that I made way before making this journal. Hooray for mybestweekever, I don't seem as insane as I did in older journals. Back then I thought I was different from the rest of society. I thought I needed pills or something. I always thought there was something wrong with me. Then I realized that by trying to be 'different' I was the stereotypical whiny tween. I'm so glad I'm not like that anymore. If those journals were actually books I can hold, they would've been either stashed far, far away or thrown into a bonfire.
These days, it's just like fuck the world, I could care less if I'm not suited to your standards and expectations. Even if I did care, you wouldn't see me bawling my eyes out for you. All I would need is a decent internet connection and 20 minutes of privacy for a good hxc rant. That doesn't mean I'm immature, because I do make sense of things in the end. But no one will dominate me. Not if I have anything to say about it. Isn't that what livejournal's all about?
Haha, I remember thinking of livejournal as this big scary downward spiral that's "too popular" and eats its users for breakfast. That was also back in the tween days. It's almost as bad as the next Laguna Beach-with-stereotypical-preteens show on Nickelodeon. --;
Okay, in other non-reminiscent news...I haven't really gone out with my friends yet, even as Spring Break is halfway/more than halfway over. That's really sad. Perhaps that's due to the fact that my TCS friends are just sort of doing their own thing while I got stuck cleaning the house and doing crap at church...and the people I want to go out with have really strict parents who lock their kids in the fucking house! Gaaah wtf why does life ultimately suck during summer days like this? And it's not like the mall is 20 miles away either. I'm not asking for much, just 5 hours for myself. One good day. But of course people don't live up to their word and my mom wouldn't let me take a 5-minute walk to the mall just to hang out anyway. D: Jesus Christ, man. Why?
Oh yeah. That, and I missed Tainted Reality...by an HOUR. Now here we have a head. And over there we have a desk. ...BONK. ;_;
Okay, now we go eat. XD Later days, friends!
EDIT: Ahaha, *scrolls down the page* if I had a penny for every time I said "in other news..." I'd be fucking rich already! Haha!