( i havent done this in awhile )

lately i have felt so lonely.
an unbearable loneliness
and then i read this:

Because of all my enemies ( Read more... )

the leftovers were in the paper today

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"you brighten my day. an innocent beauty that is just undeniable.
i've tried to fight it, but i'll just admit that you're one of the most beautiful girls i've ever seen. [awkward pause] who's lucky?!
i think its alex..."
dave

As i spend more and more days at Eastside i realize that I really am so lonely and i have no one here ( Read more... )

i'm off to church...
but before i go i need to list the 5 things im grateful for since
i havent done it in the past coupla entries

05. new televisons
04. target, wal-mart, the dollar tree
03. my parentals
02. the racial rainbow
01. alexander

in other news, i'm making mix tapes for my goodie bags!!!
wooo! old school!

today with kaleigh & eunice was alot of fun!
i really miss seeing them and hanging out with them at school.
we made plans for friday to attend the leftovers show together.
should be fun!
i gave kaleigh her christmas present, a copy of
second helpings by megan mccafferty ( Read more... )

i worked this morning frm 8-11:30 ( Read more... )

alexander: promise me you'll hold me extra close tonight
me: i promise
alexander: promise me something else..
me: ok...
alexander: promise me that sometime today you will look at yourself in the mirror and say with conviction: "alexander thinks im the most beautiful person on this earth" and dont question it, dont doubt it, just know that its true
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sometimes these random spurts occur ( Read more... )