You own my heart and more until the end of time, You are the only one who's ever on my mind
You've got this new head filled up with smoke
And I've got my veins all tangled close
To the jukebox bars you frequent
{They're} the safest place to hide
A long night spent with your most obvious weakness
You start shaking at the thought you are everything I want
'Cause you are everything I'm not
And we lay, we lay together just not
Too close, too close (How close is close enough?)
We lay, we lay together just not
Too close, too close
I just wanna break you down so badly
Well I trip over everything you say
I just wanna break you down so badly
In the worst way
My inarticulate store bought hangover hobby kit, it talks
It says, "You, oh, you are so cool."
Scissor shaped across the bed, you are red, violent red
You hol
low out my hungry eyes
You hollow out my hungry eyes
And we lay, we lay together just not
Too close, too close (How close is close enough?)
We lay, we lay together just not
Too close, too close
I just wanna break you down so badly
Well I trip over everything you say
I just wanna break you down so badly
In the worst way
I just wanna break you down so badly
Well I trip over everything you say
I just wanna break you down so badly
In the worst way (worst way)
{I bite my tongue. I take my time and}
I'm gonna make damn sure that you can't ever leave
No, you won't ever get too far from me
You won't ever get too far from me
I'll make damn sure that you can't ever leave
No, you won't ever get too far from me
You won't ever get too far from me
You won't ever get too far from me
You won't ever get too far...
I just wanna break you down so badly
Well I trip over everything you say
I just wanna break you down so badly
In the worst way (worst way)
I'm gonna make damn sure
I just wanna break you down so badly
I just wanna break you down so badly (damn sure)
In the worst way (worst way)
So I don't know why, but I'm like obsessed with that song right now. Guess it fits how things are going right now.. I think I'm like falling back into depression again. But I'm good at hiding that I'm not, except for everyone reading this. I think I'll just start the school year off sad, the way I ended it last year. I'll just ignore everyone and fuck meeting new people. I never liked it, so why try to pretend that I do now? People will ask me why I don't talk and I'll just ignore them and they'll end up despising me, but whatever. Such ambitions I have for myself.. Some people are even starting to ask me why I look sad. I guess I gotta hide it better. I just say I'm tired, but I know I've used that excuse too many times already. Damn, where's my happy mask when I need it most?