i promised myslef i would be in no more weddings...oh well

maybe i'll be rich by the time this one goes down...lol

SO GOOD NEWS!!

York College of Pennsylvania 
Class of 2009 
Officially Today

So I will be walking in spring of 2009 miraculously
I kinda need to take two classes in the summer/winter which ever i prefer and i kinda need to get the rest of my transcripts sent to the college.  With all of that said in done I'm doing my practicum in Great Adventure this ( Read more... )

i have the feeling like i should have listened to more people when i had the chance...(DAmn you Jenn Oliva-Didia) like i should have sprung to action when i had the chance and now its to late and life will never be the same and it sucks cause well it could have been different.  now its just a guessing game well more like a prediction game who can ( Read more... )

Journey

Take the time, the minutes, the hours, the days

Don't forget what you once had

Don't let the bad over come the good, because when you do there's no coming back

That's beyond the point of good hugs and deep breaths, nothing will help you back

Stop on the way down this path.

You can still come back

The journey back is rough, even rougher then ( Read more... )

i changed my layout do you like???

do i try to start over to i take everything down and start anew?  
casue it sure as hell feels like thats what i should be doing. 

days like today annoy me to no avail...

crazy night followed by an annoying morning
good afternoon
hopefully a great night to make up for everything that i've been feeling this week mon-friday.

sorry marg but you don't know what i need.
Psotponment is a bitch...

was just trying to be myself
You go your way I'll meet you in hell
It's all these secrets that I shouldn't tell I've got to run away
It's hypocritical of you
Do as you say not as you do
I'll never be your perfect girl
I've got to run away

I'm too young to be
Taken seriously
But I'm too old to believe
All this hypocrisy
And I wonder
How long it'll take them to ( Read more... )

fucking the first time walking around did nothing for me well i guess thats a lie...i thought a lot
I probably should have left when i had the chance and i should  probably stop being so passive a say what i ahve on my mind when i have the oppurtunity.  Fuck this life i made for myself i pretty much ruined it all for what...nothing i have nothing.  ( Read more... )

My household is crazy...
my mom is already packing me for next weekend basically and not saying i don't really want to go but slow down and relax...

that amongst other things....