I slept for an hour last night, and was wide awake until 11. Then I slept until 5, Danica woke me up. Then we went to Friendly's ( Read more... )

Yesterday I went to bed at 6:30pm and woke up at 7am. That's the most sleep I've gotten in months. Tomorrow I have an algebra final. I'm going to bomb it, unless i cram until morning ( Read more... )

We became freinds for a reason, but now that reasons gone.
Are we still friends?

Today doesnt seem like its going to be boring, bad or lonely. No reason why, I just have a feeling.
If I'm wrong I'm going to shit all over the floor. Does this appeal to you?

I lead a dead end life.
But it's not so bad.
That was the part where I lied to you.
I'm happy, but empty, and there doesn't look like theres much in my future to fill it in. I'm going to fail my first college course, I still don't have a job (partly my fault though), no girlfriend, yes overrated but isn't everybody with someone these days?
For a while ( Read more... )

I was going to post an entry, but I decided it wasn't anything that others should know or hear about my life.
Let me just say that material posessions don't matter, and the definition of happiness isn't money, so don't even think it.
Oh, and when someone tells you that they love you, give them about a week to see if they go get a boyfriend at a party ( Read more... )

Last night was amazing, except for the part about it being a dream. I dont know how my brain lined those series of thoughts up, but I'm glad it did.
I havent thought of you in monnnnnths.
You are beautiful, and I miss seeing you everyday, whether it was for minutes or for hours.
You have a boyfrreind, and have for a while, but that never mattered.
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The trip to Boston was awesome, I brought over 8 hours worth of music, and only ended up listening to maybe 15 minutes of it. I was expecting everyone to be boring, quiet, etc. I never expected a bunch of architects, designers, and Pella Window salesmen to be so funny. I laughed almost every second we were on the bus, everyone was hilarious, and ( Read more... )

    So I've been up since 2:30, and am currently wide awake. Only three hours of sleep? Bah. I feel like I’ve had 6! Not only am I excited for today, but I can only attribute this premature wakening to the fact that I popped 4 melatonin last night, at 3mg each. When I first started taking them again I would sleep for almost exactly 8 hours with ( Read more... )

It's weird how the inner mechanics of your life affect everything. Since I graduated, I see a very small amount of people for more than 5 minutes at a time, those people being my immediate family, my small amount of friends, and the people in my class. No one I had to look good for. I think this is at least part of the reason I never cared about ( Read more... )

Tomorrow is the Build Boston seminar, and for some reason, my dad has his mind set on me getting a haircut tonight. His reasoning behind all this; sooner or later I have to conform at least in some way. Apparently the general public doesn’t like my hair. Dad you're 43, who gives  shit what your generation thinks about my haircut? For me, the ( Read more... )