What has being alone so much done to me ( Read more... )

I need inspiration.
Why oh why can't I find it in my life?!?!
There are so many things I could think about doing, and many more things I could be doing.
Everyday is beautiful but other than that, its lacking in events, form, flow. It was soothing for maybe a few weeks,  now I'm just restless.
Time drags by, rarely are there moments that bliss seems ( Read more... )

Yesterday was a friggin awesome day, especially being Halloween. I hung out with Tony all day only going home for a few hours. When I did get home I carved my pumpkin, a nice Michael Myers, baked my seeds, had a lovely candlelight dinner all by myself, and sat outside playing music and celebrating the day. Just when I thought this good day was ( Read more... )

Yo LJ, long time no see ( Read more... )

My left foot is asleep on my bed. Which is exactically where I should be. My body refses to fall asleep early, or sleep in. Sure, I wake up a 9:00am, but thats only because I went to bed at 5> FUCK>
MY FRIIGIN KEYBOARD IS MESSED AGAIN< HOLD ON PEEPS I FIGURED OUT HOW TO FIX THIS THE LAST TIME IT HAPPENED> OH WELL< THIS IS WHAT I GET FOR BEING ( Read more... )

My dad wants me to pool together all my money, because my college bill is due tomorrow.I'll be kicked out of my class if it doesn't get paid.
I wonder how mad he's going to be when he finds out I dont have any.

I just finished planting my new bonsai tree.
This makes me very happy. If it dies i will be very sad.
Time to find out the color of my thumb.

One two three, in the place to be ( Read more... )

Last night I bought Tony a lighter and got carded. He let me buy it.
6hrs. 25 mins you might say?
I'll be a big boy.

I'm sorta glad I didnt have my books the first day, seeing as how I had to walk home.
It wasn't bad though, only an hour and twenty minutes.
The past couple of days I haven't been sleeping quite that well.