It's the most wonderful time of the year.

[mycalltoarms_x]

I've been singing that a whole lot lately.
Probably trying to hide how much I hate this time of the year.
I hate December.
I hate it because of my loving and caring father.

I just wish that in the last ten years
he made an attempt to even say hi to me.
Even if he just said that and left,
It would be better than the nothing he says now.
Does he know that I

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[paige_skelly]

sounds like we have the same father

[mycalltoarms_x]

It's possible.
He never told me.

[hairbylinnie]

i love you.

[mycalltoarms_x]

I love you too.

[andthen_silence]

You are who you are without him.
Don't make him more important than he ought to be.
Be thankful for the people who have been there, who have said the things you needed to hear, and the things you didn't necessarily want to.

[mycalltoarms_x]

This is the only time of the year he even really crosses my mind, unless he comes up in conversation.

[delo27]

I understand not having your pops bro...Thats really all I wanted for Christmas...I know I have a great step dad, and my fam is awsome...But I really know how it feels not to have your dad there...

[mycalltoarms_x]

Thanks man.
It really means a lot.