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Updating from my phone tonight because I didn’t think I was even going to write today but seeing as I laid down in bed and immediately had a gusher of a bloody nose it looks like sleep probably isn’t going to be much of an option.
I knew it was going to be rough with Jacob gone to New York, but it has proven to be even harder to cope with than I had thought. In 4 years we have not spent an entire day apart. In 3 years we haven’t spent a night not in the same bed. I really miss him. I know he will be back tomorrow night but it honestly feels like an eternity and it frightens me to learn just how much his presence is such an essential in my life. Cats are acting out and I have spent the majority of my night watching The Vampire Diaries. It’s awfully cheesy but it’s a show I’ve been meaning to watch forever and it passes the time.