im finally sorting thru my stuff, gettin rid of the crap i dont need, it feels good. I thought a lot tonight about Julie and I's friendship , it was so long ago, but it was so awesome. she was my own Mel b = ).. i last talked to her when i first moved to FL, and i just recently found her on facebook ( Read more... )

yo,((we were acting all ghetto after church listening to classical music, how ironic))church sucked a bit today(lectures and words seemed more dividing than inviting), but it was still nice to be with my friends. then we went to O Brady's for lunch. Wes and I made it through the day, on NO sleep. Last nite we sorta party hopped and then i found ( Read more... )

'when you feel so tired, but you cant sleep ( Read more... )

your really hott...imiss your kisses i miss being next to you, and holding u when u sleep. just some of the things i miss. i loved the silleness. i would just sit there in between your legs in the morning, and talk to you. i miss your voice, and uhh how u called me baby, sweetie, i miss the look in ur eyes when you were antsy. i miss your beatuiful ( Read more... )

L word party tonight! lots of food, n goodies. brownies. and no not that kind. Alex and paige : ) i hope i have fun. should be just a chillin time. i still miss Lanna. wish it could be like the good ol days, but it takes two to tango. by the way, gettin to the bottom of what was before concepts of time...really opens ones eyes. im starting to feel ( Read more... )

Independence day was a hit! with all its drama, i had a pretty nice time. Cool crowd. Justin and i went on the roof. i sliced my hand all across, battle scar. i looked at it in the dark and i was like eww, it was so warm. anyway. im glad i spoke up tonight a bit. i dont like to disrespect people, and i dont like it either. i must say i usually dont ( Read more... )

WHoaa ooo oh oh oh Woah oh oh oh oh!

party tonight, may i forget all my troubles! its gonna be awesome. Might be moving back to VEGAS in the next yr. Iam reminded tonight that, intuition rules, and my reservoir of energy can be tapped into, making my heart very happy.

4:20AM. wishing i hadn't lost her love. Wondering how i can easily recover. they were so much fun (her/friends). Watching them makes me laugh, i hope its not goodbye. Is it over? because if the love were true i might do it again, but better. the man at the carnival is sweeping at a long nights end, of laughter n joy ( Read more... )

OH LJ, its been a while. I figured id come back and confide in you because most people dont read in this. Not that it matters. i feel like this...i feel like one of those cool ppl, that go down in history lonely, and only after i've died i have ppl that wished they were my friends. Sometimes i wish i were around when those crazy cool ppl who had no ( Read more... )

I knew it all along, but i was lied to, now i can let it go ( Read more... )