I came back to my barracks room tonight angry, heavy, heartbroken and in and out of tears. I started to rip my uniform off, almost as if I were cleansing myself by doing so. I went to place my blouse on the back of the chair at my desk and out through my half-full of tears eyes, I angrily peered over at your picture. "Why aren't you here to tell me ( Read more... )

Make a wish.

My wish is to still have you by my side on 1.1.21., 1.1.31, 1.1.41...until the day I die. I love you.

Two more days and I'm on my way home!!!!

Well, I survived the range. My shooting really improved. Still not qualified but, it's not like it's held against me.

I'm tired, I'm hungry, I'm cold, I'm annoyed. I wish I were home. )=

5 hours of sleep does NOT look good on me. The freezing cold, plus the obnoxious GM's, plus the surely obnoxious drive to and from the range, plus the lack of food or coffee, plus the entire day just being today in general...makes me really want to cancel my appointment for tonight and get squeezed in on Monday. I wish I could have slept sooner and ( Read more... )

Well, it's fucking late. I've barely slept since Sunday. Shooting at the range tomorrow should be interesting. I hope I've got enough energy to make it to my appointment at 5pm. Had fun swapping stories with my sister tonight. Beyond ready to get home.

P.S. I have a throw-up feeling. Ew.

I am so thankful to have the sister I have.
The boyfriend I have.
The family I have.

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Also, two of my closest friends here in NJ are leaving me within the next month. )=

Just a list of things I want to make sure I do on leave, in no particular order except the first one ( Read more... )

I love my boyfriend Corey Alexander Shaw.

Also, I want this shirt.

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Shit. I really don't want to get out of this fucking bed.