I am just always dirty, even after I take a shower I just feel gross. I spend at least 3 hours at any such barn a day and I think the dirt is ingrained in my skin and hair. Its rather unpleasant ( Read more... )

I swear, I can get as much sleep as I wasnt and I still am exhausted, physically and mentally. I don't think anything too exciting has happened lately, but then again, I havent updated in awhile. Looks like Scott and I, and possibly Britt(who knows) will be moving to these cute little apartments in Dublin. I'm excited cuz Casey and Asa will be ( Read more... )

Finally heading home for spring break tomorrow, I can't say I have ever needed a break so much as I need this one right now. It has just been the most stressful, terrible week ever. It amazes me how everything just happens at the same time, causing fun anxiety attacks and constant tears, wooooohoooo! I realize its supposed to be a "break" but I ( Read more... )

Well currently my cramps have rendered me useless and left me curled up in the fetal position, yes even while typing here. Today could have been a good day too, but no, of course not, haha ( Read more... )

Well I cant talk about how I dislike winter anymore when its 62 degrees on February third! So nice, I dont want it to get cold again ( Read more... )

Ok, so I was just watching a movie about rehab and man, do I need a rehab program. No obviously not for drugs or drinking or any of that stuff, its not like that is an issue. This sounds like the cheesiest thing ever, but its like I need an emotional rehab. I was joking around with Scott about whos more fucked up today, just kidding around and ( Read more... )

I'm not sure I ever really believed there is one particular person out there for everyone. Maybe I'm jaded, but it jsut didnt seem to me that life could really work that way. Not that I know a damn thing about how life should work, but I like to believe I have my own ideas. Anyways, then follows the fears of well, if there is only one person out ( Read more... )

I found this in my bedroom last time I was at home, made me smile. These are the little things and natural highs in life that make your day better ( Read more... )

People wonder why my immune system is shot, I tell ya, its cuz i practically live outside during this weather! Ok thats not true, I feel my past history has a lot more to do with that, but we wont step over that line today. I love how I was a total waste of space this weekend and didnt do anything constructive, and of course this is going to be ( Read more... )

Went over to the girl's townhouse last night to finally relax and have a good time. And it really was fun, Im glad i actually went. Im also glad it doesnt take much alcohol to get me drunk, haha, otherwise I would have never been able to get myself home. We sat around drinking and watching sex and the city all night and I could just forget about ( Read more... )