i wrote a four page letter today.
Thats the longest letter i've ever written to anyone.

>_< its so hard for to talk to him now, whyy!?!?! he's so empty and doesnt wanna tell me anything =/

the last 2 days have been... whats the word for it... um indescribable? Its been filled with so many emotions at once and its been amazing, you cant just put it in one word. These are just a few things i've gone through;

love
hate
anger
d r a m a <-- baad ( Read more... )

i know i havent updated in a while. Its that nothing big has been going on with me. I'm happy [for the most part] and just trying to get through the end of the week ( Read more... )

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Happy Mommys Day

Omg Thanks again schofield ( Read more... )

School's almost over.

i'm lazy as hell in school.

i go to sleep everyday at 11:30
i'm NOT looking forward to the last days..cuz jon's leaving =/ i have to see him again, before i explode into a bunch of tiny oreo and m&m pieces >__< with insides flying everywhere. too late, i exploded, BUT i still wanna see him ( Read more... )

Today was pretty cool, for once. i was so angry in the morning, something happened yesterday. dont want to talk about it, i hateHATE HATE getting angry for stupid reasons but hey it happens, thats why i didnt wanna get online today. i might've said something online that wouldn't have been pretty . i dont like hurting people so i like to keep to ( Read more... )

hahaha school is such a blur to me. every single day. i mean all i know is that i ride my bus in the morning sleepy as hell so i fall asleep, and when i wake up i'm a mess, just too chill to care about anything.sure i talk w/ friends have fun do my work and have more sleep, but its all foggy to me. i dont remember anything until someone reminds me ( Read more... )

Yesterday i was in one of those dying on the inside laughing/smiling on the outside. nothing really comes out i until i type it out. i have no idea why but thats just how i am.

when he's happy, im happy for him, when he's mad, i get sad and when he's confused i just dunno what to do with myself.

( but_yeah; )