I'm listening to your music, looking at pictures of you, laying in your room, but you're not here. It smells like you, but you aren't around. And it's weird ( Read more... )

Today I am proud of a good find. I got some Christmas Money during the holidays because I asked for a MIDI controller and my parents didn't feel like figuring out what that was so they gave me some money to buy something on my own ( Read more... )

So I had a good time at home over Christmas. I was happy to be home during some difficult family stuff. My younger sister, Lauren, is disabled and has been really sick lately, having had multiple grand mal seizures (and focal seizures) over the last couple of weeks. Hard times for my family of course, so I was glad that I was home and able to be ( Read more... )

Last night I watched Russ punch Warren's septum, it was fun!!! It was a long night of hanging out at Stainless with Caroline and Russ and Warren and Badur and Phil and Tom, and Russ's friend Vanessa. We left before Russy punched his nostrils, he was attempting to do them himself! I wonder how that turned out ( Read more... )

My life has usually been this chaotic and confusing sea of unfamiliar thoughts and strange urges and bizarre moods and negative cycles and other things that used to be inexplicable. I chalk all that up to never really understanding myself or where my desires came from. But over the last year I've been slowly coming to and figuring out who I am, ( Read more... )

I got a nape pocketing, or staple, done on Sunday, it was fun ( Read more... )

SO. Here I am. I am now here. I don't know how to use it but I'm sure I'll figure it out. Hello everyone, you are all my special friends. :)