Hmm Caleb is a fucking prick! I'm not going to go into detail because i know there is ONE person that reads this that would enjoy it a lot but I'm just going to leave this for me as a memory.... but I've lost all trust for everyone except Noel of course I love her! she always knows how to make me feel better!

Woo Hoo try outs are FINALLY over! But we still have practice everyday :-( I made the team.. go figure... and about all this stuff with Caleb who knows! But I'm going to Penn this weekend and we're going to hang out all day saturday! :-) even though he may have a few rough spots like a certain OVER addiction he's still absolutly perfect <3 :-)

I'm done with caleb i can't stand this 2nd best shit if really cared like he said he did he might actually tell jychelle about whats been going on even though they're not dating but you know what fuck that i can't take it i just want to fucking die :(

AHHH I"M FUCKING PISSED OFF..But thats all I"m going to say.. GUYS ARE STUPID FUCKS ( Read more... )

Blah blah blah.. I wish i could tell Caleb how much me means to me :-/

I watched 10 things I hate about you for the first time tonight with my sister's friend and it made me realized how much ***** means to me.. I know I'm such a loser for thinking about it but it was just little things in the movie that reminded me of him and i was like wow this kid really is perfect.. You know how usually you just find little flaws ( Read more... )

AHH I GIVE IN CALEB IS MY FUCKING GOD!! <3 SCREW ROCKY AND HIS MEANESS AND ALL THAT CALEB IS MY GOD.. ENOUGH SAID :-D <3

Ok well lets see.. I"m supposed to go Penn. this weekend and stay for the week and hang out with Caleb and Rocky and Helena and work things out with Tim and all that but my grandparents arn't going to be there thursday and friday night and I dont think I have anyone to stay with! If it wasn't for my sister I could probably stay with Helena or maybe ( Read more... )

UHH Coach Martz e-mailed me! I still have to get my physical I keep forgetting and Putting it off so this is kind of a reminder... PLUS tryouts are the 8th at 8 in the morning and he said be there early!! AHHH this fucking sucks this is the worse time of the year.. TRYOUTS... I know I've made the team but it's the hell he puts us through and I know ( Read more... )

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