Okay, yeah I'm sort of dissapointed and broke in two at this point. I don't know if I want to be with him, if it'll work or if I just want to let it go before he gets hurt. ARGH! This is so hard! Whatever, I talked to Gabbi and yeah, I feel better ( Read more... )

Okay, it feels really weird when you realize that the person you'd think was the happiest person on Earth turns out to be one of the many who cries themselves to sleep every night...I just realized that about one of the people I care most about, and I bet none of you can guess who, and I'm not saying...But it hurts to figure that out...It really ( Read more... )

Okay WOW ( Read more... )

Today we went to Costco and I got a replacement CD Player for the one I left on the plane. I had to pay for it out of my own money, that's how big a bitch my Mom is...BITCHASS
Tomorrow's Bartek's Sweet 16, and I really really don't want to go. I don't want to see him, let alone talk to him. But I'mma be nice, I'mma be the bigger one. I don't fucking ( Read more... )

Last night, went out with Dhara and totally forgot about the whole situation. Then I came home and it started all coming back. Then I read Nohely's quote and it made me feel a million times better, I love you ( Read more... )

Okay, my Yellowcard icon totally makes sense now. I wasn't supposed to give him my heart, I wasn't supposed to fall for ANYONE...and now I did, and I find out he doesn't feel the same. Maybe he's a little player but I don't know...I want him now...And I DID NOT want this to happen. I tryed to hard to keep it from happening. The last thing I wanted ( Read more... )

I AM SOoOo HAPPY!!HEHE I JUSS WANNA SCREAM DAMMIT GUYS LEMME SCREAM ( Read more... )

Okay so I'm sitting here realizing that I just got my internet back and I should be so happy...But I'm not and here's why. I'm looking at this kids LJ (Brian, I think) and he's got a link to this girls LJ who's got pics of Prom on it. There's like 20 pics and at the end, she's got a picture and the lyrics "Here's to the night we felt alive." And ( Read more... )

Writing my book [FINALLY!] I got that needed inspiration and I'm set, at least for a few chapters... Yeah so today was Holocaust museum...Not too much happen 'cept Dhara felt like shit and we met Fabian, who I think is the gayest German I have ever met...Cute, but gay. Meeting him was like seeing a replica of Matt, 'cept Matt was hotter...I can't ( Read more... )

Okay not too much happened today...Went shopping then at 2:30 went to Cheri's party...it was fun n there was this hot guy Mike, and DAYUM!! His chick is lucky...Then Jamie and Phill were there n I was really jealous 'cuz I guess (GASP) I still like him a bit...Then I came home after running around the block a couple of times with the kids and now I ( Read more... )