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[myeudaimonia]

crying is good, but now i can't stop. it feels good to finally get it out after all this ranting and bitching, but he won't even call. i know he knows i'm upset. he didn't even try to walk me to the door, just let me get out and walk upset. i wanted to leave. i wanted to fuck every other guy in san jose just to spite him. i wanted to run to armando

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[purpletuthbrush]

Amy why are u even seeing him? I know you two have been you two for like ever now,, or at least acouple of years, but it seems from an outer prospective that there is more bad times then good. Sometimes you just need to step back and instead of trying to make everyone else happy, just focus on making you happy. And all you say if they say something negitive is fuck off if you dont like it! Hey worked for me and now i am alot happier, and the negativity stopped alot! I know we seriously havent hung out in like a year, although if you ever feel like you cant take anything anymore, you are always welcome, just call me up and i will pick u up.. i might have the little one with me, but i am there for you regardless.

[myeudaimonia]

having the little one with you would make everything even better! i love aiden, even if i only have seen him once or twice.

well, i write when i'm negative. i rarely feel the need to write when i'm having a good night, so it's hard to see all sides of it. becoming just friends has crossed my mind, but right now i'm just in the consideration phase i guess.

no one ever really says anything negative about my decisions, they just tell me what to do, and thats when i tell them to fuck off, haha. but you didn't do that so don't worry. i just want everyone else to shut up ahead of time.

i like- no, love- perspective and food for thought, but i don't like when people say "don't be stupid, do this!"